I don't get it...

I really don't. Yesterday I had a class conference where we all showed the work we made the last term. It was impressive to see how everyone did their best to show their best work and to show it in a good way. I was a bit proud of my work, because I was doing so much better than the previous term. I had more drawings and paintings than most other people which was a reaction on the critique the teachers gave me previous class conference. On that conference I had two works I made for myself, it wasn't a school assignment. But this time I had so much more and it looked so much better! Unfortunately, the teachers weren't that happy, in their opinion I had to do much more and paint and draw the whole day! Conclusion: I wasn't able to pay up the critiques and again, I got another bad grade! I was very disappointed, because I did my absolutely best to get higher grades that the previous term. That term I received two bad grades already...

So you can say I'm quite in a bad mood now, I just don't get what they want. I do my best, I'm present every lesson, I'm dedicated, what do they want more? At least I don't know. I'm going to work even harder this term, maybe they will be able to see that I'm dedicated. But the next two weeks I have a sort of vacation, so I'm not going to do anything at all. Screw them!

Love,

Evelijn